I cried until I laughed because I was so uncomfortable with that moment. In that moment I knew I was a mess, I knew I was broken and honestly it was something to laugh about because for so long I tried to fix that. I’m some what of an emotion perfectionist (pretty sure it’s not …
Our emotions. His purpose. My objective
It's interesting to see how emotions run every single one of us. I've been dealing with a lot of thoughts and emotions lately. I find it interesting that though I know how to manage my thoughts, at times they still get me. I've been inviting God into those moments, because I know that what I …
Part 2: Be Still
My life is always on the go. It's my profession and honestly my way of life. This morning as I rose. I heard the words be still. I know exactly where these words came from. When I heard them I told God I didn't know how to be still. I tossed and turned wanting to …
Self-Love
We take selfies, but do we see ourselves in them. I've had a lot of thoughts lately about my body. I surpassed the freshman 10 this last year, and can't fit in the rides I love. So, that stirred up some emotions in me. Wanting to change my body shouldn't come from a place of …
Showing up and saying yes
As I was preparing to share the deepest parts of me I decided to only share what I was comfortable with. So many of us go through life feeling misunderstood,alone, and broken. My hearts heavy for that hurt. Maybe because it’s my own too. Last week I gave a talk about suicide but I wanted …
Sober
There's a lot of things people don't tell you about sobriety. I commend Demi Lovato for being so open about her substance use and mental health. As a blogger who touches on mental health and self-love, I look up to her. Notice I said look up not looked up. Her recent lose of sobriety weighs …
The greatest love letter of my life
I've wrote you many times before but never truly in the manner you deserved. I realize this now because I fear that If I don't I might loose you, for good. Over the years I've questioned your God, because I was afraid that he might change you. For some reason I was never really ready …
