I’ve wrote you many times before but never truly in the manner you deserved.
I realize this now because I fear that If I don’t I might loose you, for good.
Over the years I’ve questioned your God, because I was afraid that he might change you.
For some reason I was never really ready for that change.
I questioned your worth in school, work and relationships .
Because if you lost it all, at least I could tell you I saw it coming.
I wish that mentality wasn’t what we built our relationship off of but it was.
I gave you false comfort and understanding when you trusted that my perspective was right.
I normalized a lot for you which is why I see you struggling with life, love, God.
But for some reason I don’t think it’s too late.
You see somethings still remain true despite the lies I feed you .
You’re a fighter even when I tried to break you down you fought back.
It’s why you question everything and see the beauty in everyone.
If I could give you one thing to replace all the many things it would be a mirror so you can truly see what it is you look like .